When and how did you get into climbing? What keeps you interested? What fascinates you?
As a kid, at around 8 or 9, my parents signed me up for a climbing class. The first two years or so, it was more about chatting than climbing, but then I got more hooked and started competing in a youth team.
Why am I still climbing? Climbing comprises so many different elements and facets that, depending on the moment in life, one thing or another will be more essential to me. It's the diversity that keeps climbing continually intriguing. There might be a phase where I seek the challenge, when I am addicted to seeing the progression – physical or mental – or when I have a goal that excites me so much it keeps me awake. But this, at least for me, is not a state I can maintain permanently. Then I’ll get other things out of climbing: the places in which I climb – simply being in the mountains always makes me happier, the social aspect of it, the joy of movement.
Who was your childhood hero and do you consider yourself a role model now? Does it influence you at all that other people look up to you?
When I think about it it’s mostly been characters from books or movies that I found cool…Aragorn, Qui-Gon Jinn, Achilles…
I couldn't tell... In a way, I think we all are role models for the people around us, for better or worse. It is not something I take into consideration for my actions because I am trying to live up to my own standards anyway.
What have been the most important milestones in your life so far, both in climbing and in everyday life? And did you recognize them immediately as such or only later on?
Climbing Speed was a big milestone for me in climbing; that was apparent right away. Just because I never even dreamt of climbing such a route and grade. In hindsight, with this I sort of proved everything I had to prove to myself in terms of needing climbing achievements for my ego. Since then, I have felt a lot more content with myself in general without always needing to “achieve” something new. Obviously, it was not just about sending a certain grade, but part of a process I was going through at that time, trying to disentangle my climbing from my feeling of self-worth.
What were your greatest failures / setbacks / injuries? How did you cope with them and how did you come back from them?
I have been injured quite a bit throughout the years. Typically, it happened in times when I was really psyched; that’s why I would overdo it and get injured. The winter before I climbed Speed, I injured myself once again, on the finger, just at the start of what I had planned to be a 'great winter of training.' I had already set the goal to try Speed in spring and was convinced that, to be able to project it in a reasonable way, I would need to reach a completely new level over winter.
So, when I got injured, my world fell apart – as stupid as it sounds in the bigger context of things. I had wanted this so badly, and it felt like every time I’d have a breakthrough with my climbing, I’d soon get injured again. I was very angry with myself and miserable for some weeks... I was not doing great. I had started to include my ability to climb hard in my construction of self, so when that was taken away, I felt worthless and like I had failed.
What helped in the end was just giving it time. Eventually, I got sucked into winter climbing and forgot about all the training I couldn’t do. That brought me back into the groove, and eventually, it was spring. I just started to get out on rock a lot and felt surprisingly strong. Even though the finger was still not perfect when I got on Speed, and both of my shoulders were inflamed, for some reason, I felt good on it and surprised myself by sending it in that first season, without the training.
What is your favorite climbing related story / experience?
There are a lot of strong memories climbing has given me over the years.
The most recent experience was our expedition to Greenland. It felt truly special to complete this climb that we had all worked on together as a team.